Life is a bunch of causes.
n i am the patron saint of lost causes.
Reality sucks.
n every time i realize, i get inch closer to the truth.
Ambition sails.
n i get complicated with each completion.
Hope
Is this the last thing to rely on.
Scared
Ofcourse not, cause i have nothing to lose.
Guns n Roses
sAu
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Reality Check
i need an answer
Just a 10 min back, i was talking to one of my good friend who was yelling on the fucking system, trying to flock the whole herd by explaining the damm importance of being their existence. He was so adamant in his approach, to let it go. But my dear friend, grass is always greener to the other side.
Is it important to go with the tried n tasted formula, why we remember Shahjahan for making Taj Mahal, but not the architect who design this marvel, not the skilled labourer who executed its existence. My friend was frustrated on his managers/system, in fact we all are, if we put our heart n soul in something, why the hell did managers take away all the credit with first place, n then we given a mention in a column that are hardly seen by world.
We always complain/rant about all the other non important things, and always try to be handy on these count. But, it wont be good, if we go around excelling first what we are assigned to, rather than making accusation.
Why we look around(people, past, scenario) to have a judgment on any one, why not we listen or bank upon on our decision making abilities. We Man, evolve in our own way, results ought to be different on different count.
Is the system, that we r used to live with, is cripple enough to get it changed or replaced or the way of our viewing things should be par with the system.
Is the social networking site should be taken seriously, when it comes to judge the emotion of the other person's comment, link, post, etc.
I have a solution, why not they should provide us with a emotional count tab. If you post a comment, have it emotional count, say 9 out of 10, 5 out of 10. Then also, will it justify ???
Why the things loses his shine, when it is most required. n why we r left to the chorus of fate, when we can sing it solo with our own determination. why the campus of life had only two direction to show, either success or failure.
Yeah, i know, i have contradicted myself a lot to put on a point of being a nonsense, to be a general to get knocked down by his own battalion. But, isn't this irony of life, where expected are least excepted.
cheeeeeeeeeeerrrsssss
(_)>
scotch to end it all ...:)
Looking Ahead with an eye On the Past
As the world goes on, there always seems to an end at some point, and we continue chasing that end, and when we reach that end point, we realized .. wholla .. still miles to go before we hang our boot off.
I guess, year passing is always had the same trick, where you look at the end of year to have point covered (that you promised at the start of year), and when you are finally in the month of Dec, you get the idea.. Half work done...
And am not lucky enough to escape from this virile trick of chasing down. The year 2008 has no doubt, it had its up n down.
The year 2009 had started with a promise of
> Getting loved, getting acknowledged by the surroundings
> To get rid of my "kya fark padta hai"(KFPH) attitute
> With an urge to forget /\ /\/\ /\/\ /\
> To get intense with life
> To open out more, to rant more
> To stay calm, attain peace of mind
> To have more substance of work
> To spend less, save more
> To get rid of all my borrowing
> To be more reactive
> Think positive and believe in yourself
> Make more friends
> Making 2009 a worth to look back
> m sure, there are more to add.. so i think i should stop here, else list goes on ..
And look, at the end of 2009, where i stand. If i take some point off from the list, and add quite a few, it stays the same for year 2010.
Well, apart from the list, 2009 had something to cheer. I gifted myself bike(Devil) on my birthday and had notebook(laptop) as Diwali gift.Our Master All Classics/100 All Time Favorite hit the deck in the start of Dec, mind you MAC/ATF is the first game where i worked as programmer from the conception phase to getting it candidate master. Well, i think i should have to be more polite and high on socializing rather than getting myself trapped in no man's land.
At the personal front, i think i need to find some one who can cheer me up when am down, to make me realize how much she loves me, to make me laugh with her naughtiest action, mischievous word, who hate me when i c some raunchy(porn) stuff or ogle at other girls, whom i am at ease to extent where i don care, ki my word/action will b judged, whom i can hug to the core where we feel one, who wishes me all the good thing, who searches my arm to relax her in spite of pillow, who think am having the biggest chest to swallow her while hugging to make her feel protected, who seeks me every time when she's happy or sad, whom i can offer my costliest shirt just to get her just nosey off or wipe her tears down, whom i can scream n say out loud... "You are the bestest thing ever happened to me .." :)))))))))
So, signing 2009 off with a bang and looking forward to 2010, as i hope, coming year will bring prosperity not to me, but to every one. No resolution, nothing as these are all just a false promises, and i sucks @ making one of them.
Happy New Year 2010
PS : A person with a genuine heart and yet a stoned one when it comes to love.
PPS : Love is when someone breaks your heart and the most amazing thing is that u still love them with every broken piece of your heart
Committed to me,myself,sAu
I wish ...
Every person in this world will be having a Wish or a list of wish to die for.
It always true that sometime u need to wish, to make it happen. And one wish leads to another, cause this world is materialistic, the more you get , the more you wish... as one of the shahrukh khan ad says,
" Thoda aur wish karo "
As the title of the post say, I wish .., so there is nothing wrong if i wish for myself, some of which i think i can get, some of which i think i won't.
I wish .. i had all the ability to be a good blogger
I wish .. i had numerous visit/comment on my blog
I wish .. i had sachin tendulkar, AB following my blog
I wish .. i had unique/killing way of representing things on my blog
I wish .. i were a cricketer, guitarist, pianist, writer, lecturer, pilot
I wish .. i were working in a blue collar job, where u need to wear suit :)
I wish .. i were the mastermind behind one of the blue chip company emerging fast
I wish .. i were the creative director of an AD company
I wish .. i could go to dad/mom, n say .. i love you and hugged them tight
I wish .. i had my dadi maa, with me all the time
I wish .. i had the charm of my dada ji or my bade paa..
I wish .. i would be able to live up to the expectation of my family
I wish .. I had studio apartment on the top floor, facing best of scenic beauty
I wish .. I had Lexus SUV to drive
I wish .. I had full wardrobe of various top brands of world
I wish .. I had earned the tag of head - turner/stunner
I wish .. I had friends who showed up when i need them
I wish .. I had friends who instead of going cold, could come n state the fuck of all
I wish .. I were a gossip master/task maker to entertain my frndLots
I wish .. I had never ending school/college days
I wish .. I had never been turned down by any girl (esp last one)
I wish .. I were lucky in my love life
I wish .. I had one solid affair to learn my mistake
I wish .. I had found love, not twice but thousands times
I wish .. I didn't had developed cynic approach towards love
I wish .. I can put a full stop on my never ending desire
As i wrote my wish, i know i can make them true, not all but atleast quite a sum of.
What i feel, wish is one of the stepping stone for things to happen.
The more you wish, the more urge you will have to make it happen.
Give me some Sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance
wana grow up once again
Committed to me, myself, sAu
~!!~ ~!!~
how cum one become just a acquaintance, after you share a lot..
i mean everything .. every if n but of life
n then a stranger to each other ...
Retrospection
It's really strange when you retrospect for your childhood crush, for whom we used to go to any level of nonsense, to grab a opportunity to meet him/her or to see him/her... How a short lived infatuation/fondness can lead to some goofiest situation/action, no one can even imagine. Being in love and being loved is two different things, but when you have crush on someone... Who the hell think of all this, there is only one hope, where you want to be noticed some time intentionally or sometime unintentionally...
The last night, lying on the bed, watching star over head, when I thought of this, then my impatient mind stalked two name, i.e preity and dhramshilla. So, let’s have a peek a boo with them.
Dhramshilla mam was our class teacher, when i was in class 6th. Her innocence face, simplicity, and sexiness made me feel for her. I know it’s kinda weird to think of her, but what to do, when you are at the blossoming age of your raw sexiness, nothing is wrong. The way she used to take name, it was way enough to make you numb for a while. She no doubt, were having best figure (lol) among all.
And preity, one of the most cherished crush... she was beautiful, innocent, cute and all the adjective that you can think of. Rahul, will definitely tell you, how mad I was for her, after all he was my informer, as she used to live in her locality. I still remember how I used to wait for 3.50 pm for a glimpse of her, as she used to cross my building for her tuition. I invested quite a few night, in thinking, how to have a word with her, I mean how to strike a conversation/friendship, whether to give some gift or some soft toys, how she will react... bla bla ... but unfortunately it didn't happened. I know, it was doltish to make an email id "sau_prit@hotmial.com" where sau stands for saurabh and prit stand for preity, but who care... I really adore the time of my bhartendu’s sir tuition, from where all this started. It was more of routine to see her in morning in her balcony, where she used to brush her teeth, and every time if she did something diff from other day, rahul was sure ki, she was giving some hint, and all I have to do is to take a foot forward.
But we never had eye to eye contact for more than 4 sec or so, why I don’t know, if I would have clue, surely she would have been mine.. Be +ve yaaar .. Then also, the whole morning incident was more of fun, and especially thinking about how to strike a chord with her was one of the craziest or wackiest thing, could happen to me...
Well, this was one of the tales that I shared here, it’s almost true ki somewhere at any point of time, everyone had a crush in his/her life, and to get back to those memories is almost digging a mine of golden memories. I know, both my crush got crashed before it could take off.. Then also, this is what we called life ... I am sure, both of them will be enjoying their life with all the ups and downs.
I urge every reader of this, to share their experience of crush, which definitely make you feel good. And if something can bring smile on you, then give it a shot na...
A thoughtful message to end this....
"Sometimes we struggle through tasteless coffee till the last sip and we find sugar lying at the end, THAT'S LIFE... always sweetened but sometimes not stirred"
committed to me,myself, sAu
Chillest Zone -- Home/Holi
Being at home is always going to be great. And after working for two tiring months day n night, and then getting such a break is always going to be a boon in the run of miles. Also, you get a chance to meet your loved ones, whom you desperately want to meet, as in my case is the DADI MAA, bi the way i cheer for all my family member.
Beleive me, after journey of 30 hrs of indian railways, you never regret the worthiness of it. Travelling in indian railways is fun in itself. It shows you, not full then also the half india. The 72 seat bogey carry some 250 indiviual in its peak season i.e diwali n holi. So, my journey was no more less bharat darshan, as i also saw some 15 adjusting in single compartment.
I have no idea, how this holi is going to be, as i am all alone this time, no frnds at all, all busy with their hustling and bustling carrer, out of hajipur. The whole one year has been a roller coaster ride for me, last holi and this holi ... ............... Then also, i have whole gang lined up of tiny cousins and bhabhis. Hannu, in particular is excited to play holi with his bintu uncle.
This holi, i was planning to have bhang, but unforunately, am at home, so this chucked out my plan of having bhang. I wana taste it, after all lemme check how it feels to eat n sings like "bhang ka rang" ...
Three days already gone, another 3 days to end this holi trip. you know, time is passing like a bullet train, it seems this world is at the verge of ending and god had fasten the day night cycle, the usual 24 hr has been shortend to some 12 hrs. Three day .... wow .. this time is moving hell ahead of his usual period.
Chalo then..
Have colurful holi...
play with whatever u get.. after all "bura naa manoo holi haii ..."
Committed to me, myself, sAu
Beleive me, after journey of 30 hrs of indian railways, you never regret the worthiness of it. Travelling in indian railways is fun in itself. It shows you, not full then also the half india. The 72 seat bogey carry some 250 indiviual in its peak season i.e diwali n holi. So, my journey was no more less bharat darshan, as i also saw some 15 adjusting in single compartment.
I have no idea, how this holi is going to be, as i am all alone this time, no frnds at all, all busy with their hustling and bustling carrer, out of hajipur. The whole one year has been a roller coaster ride for me, last holi and this holi ... ............... Then also, i have whole gang lined up of tiny cousins and bhabhis. Hannu, in particular is excited to play holi with his bintu uncle.
This holi, i was planning to have bhang, but unforunately, am at home, so this chucked out my plan of having bhang. I wana taste it, after all lemme check how it feels to eat n sings like "bhang ka rang" ...
Three days already gone, another 3 days to end this holi trip. you know, time is passing like a bullet train, it seems this world is at the verge of ending and god had fasten the day night cycle, the usual 24 hr has been shortend to some 12 hrs. Three day .... wow .. this time is moving hell ahead of his usual period.
Chalo then..
Have colurful holi...
play with whatever u get.. after all "bura naa manoo holi haii ..."
Committed to me, myself, sAu
Random Thoughts
Its amazing how we forget people, who means most to us. As the time passes, passes the age, passess the comfort zone, passes the ability to hope for some miracle. Once you were capable of exhibiting all your thoughts and action and sudden you get ......
Life always have a twist in the tale, when you think its on the right track.
Beleiving in yourself is the key to every problem. But what, when you beleive gets broken with every slithering failure, with ur aim getting befooled by your own thought of self beleive.
Your need some sort of beacon, when you are tottering in the midst of uncertainity. You need to get back in the arena, where you were noticed, you were cared. You need to stand against all odds, all failure that you faced.
Its wonderful to be in love, to be surrounded by someone special, who mean most to you. We love them, cherish them, claim that we can't live without them. And then one fine day, they go and leave us in the mayhem of sadness, grief, aggravation, alination. The true colors of grief gets visible only when you know, you were so close to ace, then also you choked at last moment.
My heart always remember you, you still alive in my thoghts, you still crawling as if you want to learn a new step of life. What cofuses/irritate me is the, silent treatment that am getting, i always thougt you of strong character, who know, how to deliver and carry herself. I know you made a mistake, but what more juggling is the way you carrying it out. I know, i lost you over silence rather than communication, and this hurts to the core.
P.S i am missing you lot today, so writting my thoughts, cause there is no point in calling you and getting ignored, also i cant handle your self owned hubris and meaningless attitude.
Welcome 2009 .... Bye Bye 2008 ...
December..
Don't you remeber something... i mean, something at the verge of ending. Yes.. the so much ho-hoolaah that we guys created last year for this coming 2008 @ that time, has switched for 2009, then also, same intensity, same enjoyment, same amusement... hey Happy New Year .....
Anyway... Happy New Year ...
2008 has been like a roller coaster ride for me. It makes me learn a lot of things, gave oppurtunity to face some of the unchallenged terrain, infact i collected enriching experience from friends, family, love, office, surroundings. A very thanks to all those who made my years, no matter how they contributed, even a bad move taught me a lot.
One thing am very sure, this 2008 will always, going to be memmorable for all the wrong reason ...
when i started writing this blog, i thought it going to be long, but pata nahi .. i don feel like writing. Just a few lines to finish this year.
Things changes, priority changes ..
words changes, orator changes..
what not change, is the learning curve ...
curve, sometime steep, sometime slim...
u wana break away from me,
u wana end it all, end it to core..
bt just rem, . .... ...
we saw a dream for us..
wana make them true for us..
but u wana break away from me
Once you said, 'you are my best friend'
and i tried to make every moment worth living.
There is pain, deep inside ..
there is memory running all the time,
tell me how i get rid of all this..
I know, its crap to think,
just tell me, how i take care of my dejection, rejection..
It really makes me feel alone.. makes me feel ...
i was once capable of getting loved.
Okay, i am little unstable
But, I'm okay
It hurt, when i rem all the moments spent together..
i know, i'll b sounding loser to you..
but, how do i forget laughter I loved so much
how do i forget fun i had u with ..
how do i forget you ...
how do i forget you ...
Hope 2009 bring something more cheerer and nearer to me that ever before.
Thanks 2008 for your kindness, you showed and showered to me.
Welcome 2009 ...
no resolution nothing...
All i want to be happy, stay calm, attain peace of mind, more subtsnace of work, good health for me and for all .....
Cheers .....
Elated.. Belated.. Selated ...
I am still thinking about my so called friend, and that after haaving so much of damage already done, that its impossible to hope for something constructive to follow. I don't want to pass any judgement, who went wrong and where, not beacause doing this will calm me and my emotion, but beacause its a crap to think about another crap. Well, am happy, coz every good thing has an end and so it has.
Friends, a bit complex adjective, atleast for me. Till few days back, i was quite proud of myself, that those i have in my kitty, is always going to be same atleast for me, and was banking on them blindly. But alas .. days are gone, when friend used to be selfless, infact it was me who was not ready to accept this. Look at the irony, as two different genre starts with the same alphabet, and tht is "F".. Friend and Foes. To be honest, am totally enraged to myself...
Ok.. so much of cribbing about all the nonsense happening in and around me. So don u think, i should be bit presentable with something to cheers. I went to western classical concert (200 to 300 people attended) last 5 Dec, i guess. Dude, it was awesome experience atleast for a non - music lover like me, who hardly understand any indian classical. But, it was enriching experience, got to see live performance of violin, cello, piano, guitar, viola. Man, what a piano it was, it was huge, shining black instrument, curvature was something, that u cn fall in love with. And the man behind the piano was awesome too with a class of its own, i can say, but not very sure of ... he he he he he he he And the audience, they were so lovely and classy, with all variant of ages u can imagine. If someboday has said, that passion don see any age, class, scale, then its all true, cause to my surprise, i saw some 70 - 80 years old audience, for whom it was hard even to come this places with a stick or some kinda support, then also they managed, and attended whole session. Seriously, u should have passion, rest itself make way .. And what to say about the artist, they were not less classy than a merceedes benz E class, especially women on viola was teriific with her instrument, and was quite handy .. :D :D
wow .. what a great months in term of music, first western classical and now Indian classical at sawai gandharv mahathov 2008. It seems, am at my best of music fest.. well, c how long it last. I am really thank ful to myself, who is allowing me to go and explore these untravelled terrain, and am quite enjoying. Its better to be late than never, exactly .... i heard pt shiv kumar sharma, santoor performmance. what a great commencement of concert. I was totally delighted and moved by this man. If people say him a genius, then he is worth of it. The way he played santoor was marvellous in all term. I would have enjoyed more, if i were having some sort of music knowledge. I am sure, person who know and understand music will definetly have enjoyed more than me. It was my first encounter to indian classical, and i am impressed to give it a another go.
So, Rab de bana jodi released, and planning to see, lets c when i will. I guess Gajni will be more impressive, as aamir is there with his eight pack and marvellous acting.
Well, i think, i should write this four sentence, as it was said by some one very special, not because it hurted me and punctured my whole world, but just to remember how one can change, with the time and situation.
"Past is Past"
"I don Want anything from you"
"If you can start fresh, then only i can think of"
"I can give you everything, but not love, as i used to"
Anyway, I am happy, delighted to see something ending with a elegance(lol). Lets c, when love finds my way. At present, i guess for next year or so, it will be hard for love to happen, infact myself will not allow it to happen, after all, i need to mourn on all the shitt happend and happening.
Well, someother time i will surely write, about the love and my recent experience of love.
I am creating customised desktop calendar for someone, at am stcuk on 3 pages, cause am running out of ideas, photos, n all. I am confused what to put. lets c..
Till next blog, me saurabh anand signing offffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff .....
Commited to me, myself, saurabh
sAu
The Last Walk
Every good thing has an end. So did the sourav ganguly had .
Being a die hard fan of sourav, it always going to be shocking news. No doubt, it was on the card from the long time, but so early, i haven't expected. As a cricketer, i always admire sourav for his persona, ability, never say die attitude, mental toughness, strong character. Because of all this only, he managed to do so well at the top most circuit, where he is admired by most of the well known. Am very sure, he will be serving as role model for most of the youngsters.
As a player, i never doubted his ability. He was sourav only, who after a miserable debut against West Indies in 1992, and some one who was discarded and were deffered entry into international cricket for more than four years, had a dream run in international cricket. Once, he was awarded the title of nawab, considered as spoilt brat, and all this in his very first tour of australia. It was his character and self determination only, that not only he made a superb comeback and hit back to back two century, against England at the mecca of cricket, "The Lords" where most of the Indian batsman were tottering for runs. And those two century were hit on his Test no 1 and Test no 2.
I still remember how much hoo hallah was made, when he was selected, told as he didnt made in the team because of his merit but because of the quota system and dalmiya and all. Frankly speaking, he got chance because of kambli, who had bad run in the 1996 world cup, where he performed badly and was not selected for the england. You can say, a swashbuckling left hander made the way for another flamboyant left hander.
Winning back to back 4 man of the match at Toronto, that against Pakistan, is also one of the example of the class that sourav had. Getting a dream start for his team in Australia in 2003 where he lead his team by hitting classy 140+ at Brisbane first test. It was ganguly who took the moral of team from no way to highway and now dhoni taking it to expressway...:D Taking team into the 2003 world cup final is the one of the example, how fruitful he was as a captain, and who else can forget the famous shirt off at the lords balcony in natwest final 2002. It was under his captaincy only, when we start believing in our self and started winning overseas. Our win in England, australia and all is best example. He was the person who believe in giving back, if you are talking nonsense and one who always stood for his player. Till now, he is the best overseas captain we have, which am very sure dhoni will excel.
Accepted he was having bad patch, but who don have, every one go through it, and see how advantageous it was. He become more determined, confident and convinced, and that at that age, when dusk is at your peak. I myself consider this, more of political reason, between dalmiya and pawar group. Then also the scene that chapppel created or whoever molded, should not be done, as it not only harm the reputation, ethics, but also lead the team down at important juncture. I think it was from the both way, as chappel was looking for the 2007 world cup and he always considered ganguly a liability on the team, so ganguly was always taken at task by him. Also, what ganguly did in the last Zimbabwe tour by saying in the media, that he was asked to step down as captain wasn't welcomed at any moment of time. Being the captain of team, you shouldn't make such dubious and fallacious statement. Anyway, already much said and is written on this.
Look at the irony, got century on the debut and duck in his last inning. What should we call this, luck or bad luck. Luck for the fact, that he get himself in the famous club of "bradman n co" who get out on duck in their final inning, or bad luck for that, he should have ended his career in style, like Steve Waugh did by saving test match at Sydney against India. I guess everyone might consider later as a dream end, but you never know what destiny has in store for you. I guess, if he were playing one day games, he may have prolonged his career at least to next world cup. But one day, every one has to say good bye, every one has to have "The Last Walk", every good thing has an end, so one should consider as a call of destiny where 10 nov 2008 saw the end of SOURAV GANGULY charismatic and fascinating carrer.
Who breaks the thread; One who pulls it or one who holds on?
Different answer will be given for the above asked question, there is no doubt. Different person will have different opinion, under different circumstances, under different conditions. But what matter most here, is how you take the things into consideration, how you analyze the situation, how u justify ur action.
I guess, it’s more of consequences of a action, that didn't determine its owner. Its always being a human tendency, of not considering himself, the accuse of any mishap, but the stampede tht is being caused by this is something, that no one can comprehend and even sympathies, except the person that sensed it most.
Dilema
I want to live my school days back, i want to get back to my KG class, i want to give ma std 2 exam again, i want learn all alphabets once again.
someone has rightly said, first 18 yr of ur life is something that takes time, but next coming all years, how it goes .. u have no idea .. and this is what m experiencing 2day ...
Zindagi aur zamane ki kashmakash se
Ghabrakar mere ladke mujhse poochte hain,
“Hamme paida kyun kiya tha?”
Aur mere paas iske siwa
Koi jawab nahin hai
Ki mere baap ne bhi mujhse bina pooche
Mujhe paida kiya tha,
Aur mere baap se bina pooche unke baap ne, unhe,
Aur mere baba se bina pooche unke baap ne, unhe…
Zindagi aur zamane ki kashmakash
Pahle bhi thi Ab bhi hai, shayad zyada,
Aage bhi hogi, shayad aur zyada.
Tumhi nayi leek dharana,
Apne baytoen se poochkar unhe paida karma!
But being a true optimist, i will continue fighting, considering it as a call of duty, n that also without screeching and pouting. I know i will get lost, drifted, distraited, forgotten, fallen, exhausted, so what.... i will resume my stance, and complete the task with panache and in style . :)
dReAmS
What the word dream is all about????
The answer could b different for different people.
For some one, it could be the moment that describes u to excel in your league, It could be the thought that u would hv thought in your school days, or may b in college life Or it can be the thing seen while sleeping...
Meaning is different for different person or what I think, if a dream can make some one work harder for ur goal to achieve, than at the same time if a dream not achieved, can break u in tears. Also don u think, for fulfilling your dream, u always need 2 hv support system on.
For me a dream is something that we saw in our childhood, to do something that’s makes u feel good. Dream of making ur mom, work less by doing some daily work, dream of studying hard, so that papa don shout on u, dream of studying in good colleges, dream of riding hybusa, dream for doing something that make u and ur family proud, dream of .... bla bla ..
This is human tendency...we keep striving for the best and as we have d capabilities we achieve the best still we keep having the sense of some kinda emptiness inside and to fill the void we keep running trying to catch everything which seems to fill tht void whether its good or bad.....
I was chasing a dream as if some one hypnotized me, was doing all the things that I thought would b doing... thn something hit ma imagination n that hypnotism broke, suddenly i became conscious as if i woke from something which I didn’t want to...
bt u hv to get out of bed someday and go on the path, that u would hv thought.. would b doing in the real world to make that dream come true n make it big with the best which u have in the arms ... n that’s the truth.
