Celebrating B'day is always going to be fun, so was mine.
Continuing the legacy, here comes the ups n down of 2008 - 2009.
So, Here comes the 25 pointer ...
1) Being in Ubisoft, is almost having a ride to a bumpy surface. The whole last year in ubisoft, was like a roller coaster ride. Got an appraisal, and that what we called "utt ke muh mein zeera", recession time .. you know na..
2) "Master All Classics", is releasing this Christmas. This is the game that we made. Title is ready for Nintendo submission, lets have finger crossed. First major title, where i worked as programmer, and that's from scratch. At last, something to cheer, as last one year was all gloomy and full of sloppy things .
3) Last three months, i had long working hours, better to say .. 10 am to 12 midnight, and even to 3 am. Now, as submission is about to hit, so bit relaxed n enjoying ... :)
4) Finally, gifted myself bike, a Pulsar 180CC... and that on my birthday, a long awaited list in my "To Buy" list. I know, am wiccan enough to take this long to buy, after planning from last 2 and 1/2 years. I tell you, it gets to 40-50 kmph in 5 sec, that's amazing na ...
5) Planning to have laptop by the end of this year, lets c whether it materializes or ???
6) Finally, Dhiraj bhai got married this may. Lemme tell you, he is enjoying every second of married life. When he got back to pune, after marriage, facial expression/mood was something to look out for, as if bulb has lost his filament, and it knows where it is, but cant dare to pick it up.
7) It was very regretful, not to witness dhiraj bhai wedding, as my leaves were canceled. I know, how pissed off, dhiraj bhai was/is, but Dhiraj Bhai, it was not in my hand, and am extremely sorry, ki i cant make it to your wedding.
8) Anshuman, my BFF joined in Delhi, so he also left pune. Now, this place sucks ...
God save me ..
9) Getting alone day by day. First Ayesha went, then anshuman went to delhi, and now dhiraj bhai going . "sabi chor ke chale gayein ... " I know, its for the good cause, then also .. it hurts when you start feeling, that you getting left out.
10) World is selfish, full of hypocrite people, they even themselves don't know, where they stand, but will stand tall on their self imposed greatness.
11) How can the person with whom u breathed every moment from morning to night suddenly turn stranger? How strange na, we were at "start" in 2007, "high" in 2008 and in 2009, she didn't even think of wishing me on my birthday. How lame one can be ..
12) Then also, I was GLAD to know you, gladed to left you behind. All i say, "Every Relationship comes with a expiry date."
13) I don beleive in love anymore, what we call ... "Once bitten, twice shy"
14) My eternal wish is to work outside india for 2 - 3 years atleast, where no one knows me, where i can start a fresh, where i can live in my solitude, where i can restore my confidence in love,myself, where i can have rendezous with myself.
15) I love "How I met your mother", a hilarious sitcom, a must watch.. especially Barney Stinson and his bro code... a great character who create awful situation and enjoy to watch or being at that situation. He has a key of all lock and always willing to poke his nose in whatever situation. A great example of friendship, i mean he always stand for his friend (Ted, Robinson, Lilly, Marshal), no matter how much trouble they r in.I am great fan of his "Awesomeness..."
" When i get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead. True Story. " Barney Stinsons
16) I am getting skinny ..looked sick.. may be it was coz of work schdule i have ..or the nail in heart ..
17) Still didn't donated blood ...
18) Was fulltu out in one of the ubisoft party, did everything what one is supposed to do after ... no more details.. o_0
19) Have to try drugs(G n all), atleast one shot... (i don know why ... )
20) Am a person who beleives more in letting things happen, rather than make them happen.
21) I miss you a lot, i know it sounds trite. Then also, every beginning has an end. Have still kept you alive in my thoughts.
22) I guess, i were more self determined, in all aspect of life.
23) I hate people, who didn't pick up phone, after continous ringing or even put me on hold. You have the brain to talk "badi badi" baatein, but didnt have guts in ur ass to pick up the phone and state the reason whatever it is.
24) My broking continues ... :(((((
25) Read some good books in last year, hope to continue trend for years to come.
I know, am bit late in posting, then also, digging 25 point is a big ask, and c, i completed at last. I need a pat.. don't i ... :)
committed to me, myself, sAu
11 July 09 ..
Plethora of emotion... some justified .. some questioned ...
B'day are always meant for celebration, time to party with frnds, to drink without flunk ....
So, here it is, 11th July, this auspicious day i completed my 24 and beated the drum for 25th.
Completing my 24 and not writing blog for me, yeh kaise ho sakta haii ....
So here it is, continuing the tradition of telling about myself,that i started last year...
so, in this blog, am trying to point out 24 thing that i found in myself, changed, adapted, advanced, altered, expected to do, change required, resolution ....
Here, it goes
1) Ubisoft Ent Pvt Ltd, transition from gameloft to ubisoft, from mobile to console, a dream come true. Every mobile game programmer dreams to make it big, bigger on PC, and biggest on xbox,PS,WII.
2) Same salary, thts unfortunate, it should be bigger and better.
3) fifa maniac, something which am enjoying these days, last year tak, soccer.. thts boring,
4) my broking and borrowing stil continues. :(
5) no bike till now :(-_-_
6) learnt quite a bit abt love, hatred, betray, emotion, sentiment ...
7) i miss my family a lot.(i guess its not new, but am missing all this a lot these days).
8) i haven't been on date yet. :(-_-
9) But got the chance to live some wonderful, notable, phenomenal moments with some one special, that am gonna cherish for years 2 come. :)
(Hey.. if u reading, i really mean it, from the core of my heart.)
10) Lost some more hair, i guess next year i will b bald. :(-_-_
11) Planning to get iPhone this year. Don laugh, i know m big time liar, but kya karu ...... :) :)
12) yehhhhhhhhhhhhh... i read "The Alchemist", presently "The Kite Runner" is on.
13) traveling + trekking is something i wana do, seriously m gonna give it a try.
14) saw colors of friendship with my frnd, whom i used to call ma "lagootia" yaar.
15) Got a brand new watch, courtesy :: Dhiraj Bhai + Anshuman + Rajeev (mind you, its my B'day gift from them. Thanks a lot)
16) From a complete shy boy, i changed to someone, who prefer to speak his mind. But still need more effort in shedding my shyness.
17) With ayesha, i learnt the meaning of emotion, agaption, apprehension, explored love, enhanced my expressing thing, etc etc. (Hats off 2 u)
18) I really wana improve my speaking skill, and way of putting things, cause sometime it leads me down, and it something that hurt u most, when u know, u r right, but u wouldn't able to get justified. Also, it put me in some serious situation which shouldn''t be followed.
19) I have to outdo my sarcastic style of attitude in some situation, which sometimes break relation before getting it full proof cemented.
20) Getting fatter and motter day by day .... :(-_-
21) I need to socialise a bit more, bit of networking is needed to be more efficient and affective.
22) will donate blood this year, thats for sure.
23) I need to be more efficient, adequate, competent and economic in my work, cause there is no point in working hard, working smart should be the motto.
24) need to take more initiative, cause it something that pushes you further in your carrer.
cause 20 years from now it wont matter... what shoes you wore... what jeans you bought... or how your hair looked... what will matter is WHAT YOU LEARNT AND HOW YOU USED IT!!!
Atlast, i completed, frankly speaking it was herculean task to identify all these 24 point in yourself, and i did it. So i need a pat, of course i need .....
This One is all about me.
This one is all about me .
July 11 was ma Birthday. And I completed 23. So to celebrate myself, here are 23 things you may or may not know about me.
1. I'm the youngest of 3 kids- 2 Brother , 1 sister.
2. Most of my birthdays growing up were spent at home. I remember one year we were in nani ma's house for my birthday. I thought It was so cool
3. I love reading, bt never managed 2 read more thn three books :( till now rather thn academics.
4. I love dadi ma most among all. she is darling of mine and will always love me irrespective of whatever i do. Dadi maa .. "I Love You.. " She is the one who brought me more thn ma mom as she ws not well for the first 5 yr.
5. I grew up in Bihar, so typically bihari ba heart . :)))
6. Ma eternal desire is to go on world tour, njoying food n chicks all over the world ... :))))
7. Basically, I just love music in general. There is nothing that i say .. ki i don like. These days.. Summer of 69 is ma favourite.
8. I am die hard fan of Sourav Ganguly, if some one talk ill abt him, i feel like giving him a punch on his nose, bt cnt.. dada, u carry on with ur good work for india.
9. I havent been on date yet. :(
10. Totally virgin. :)
11. I love TV. Infact, i got spec just beacause of tv viewing, i guess. I love watching cricket,talk show (meaning ful wale ..), informative serials, n many more ...
12. Sometimes I wish I were born in a rich family, where u had everything that u desire. Thn also, m lucky enough to have father like ma dad.
13. I was the house captain in the school.
14. When i was younger, i wanted to grow up either defence personnel or a Cricketer.
15. I’m a shy boy at heart. Only these last few years have I shed a lot of my shyness, thn also a lot of things to b done. I’m still quiet, though.
16. My first job was at lall's Copper, in Delhi where i ws more of a operator.. computer operator. Although i learned a lot, not technically but practically abt the life and the people.
17. I really like to cook. I’m not so keen on cooking different dishes, but more of usual stuff.
18. I’m not very tidy. I’m definitely not a neat freak, but I’m not super messy. Monday morning.. u will hav everything on the block, bt at the end of week, u will hv block of everything.
19. Preity was ma first crush, Honey was ma first love, ayesha is ma latest mush.
20. m a terrible dancer and on top, a horrible singer. (u remember ajay devgan in hum dil de chuke sanam)
21. During CDAC days, Dhiraj bhai was great help 2 me, inshort " Mentor ". Man, u helped me a lot, n i know u will not accept it, bt actually u did.
22. I did ma graduation from delhi, so all the gr8 memory (infact a lot ..) remains there. I hope to return one day. It’s the most beautiful place in the world.
23. Thinking of buying bike for me, somewhere around November. Black Bajaj Pulsar 150 DTSI. Hope till then will get some gorgeous lady to sit with me …. ha ha ha ha he he he ho ho ho …
Uff .. I thought it would b easy writing, bt it was hard 2 find something 23 point about urself.
